Couples...

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Eight days later.. a ruined

So last night I got to pull another card...i pulled a red queen...i must say my luck has improved!!

Goddess edged my tied cock over and over.. finally driving me over the edge with zero contact.

Goddess didn't feed it to me but instead waited until post orgasm to remove the clothes  pins... oh my.. always hurts so good.

Thank you goddess.

A chaste slut.

the best play is mental....

Since returning home and after an apology from both this slut and a pro-domme over an unauthorized release.. Goddess and I have played three times...

Our first session, second session, and third were all relatively quick and or impromptu - but; some of the best play in a long time, and; the play is always good!

Our first session saw Goddess using my slut cock for her pleasure and bringing it to edge many times after ending in denial.. Our second session saw goddess leaving my cock locked and tying my balls to a leash to tug on as I serviced her with my tongue and a dildo harness gag... it was explained this would continue for some time after that unauthorized release.

Our third session was a card game we play. from "Georgia Ivey Green - How to setup an FLR".

the card game ---  numbered cards (2-10), any of those - indicate the number of days until the slut can draw again (the card is not put back into the deck). If a face card (Jack, Queen, or King) he is allowed a ruined orgasm, and can play the next day. If an Ace is pulled - a stifled orgasm is allowed. If a colored Joker is pulled a full orgasm is allowed by Goddess' hand!, if a B&W is pulled a full orgasm is still allowed but by the slut's own hand and stroking at the direction of Goddess.

The third session.. I pulled a joker!!! though Goddess went through the deck and established by compare that I had pulled the b&w joker. I was allowed to have a full orgasm by my hand per her instruction!!! I felt an odd sense of Stockholm to my cage., a sense of anticipation for tease, a yearning for the unknown in cruelty, and all with an exuberance in want.

Goddess toyed with me a bit as to when to disrobe or not, inducing a few false starts, :P. Finally there I stood stroking away as she browsed a new twitter page discovered.  She first had me describe in detail the session I had with Mistress Ayn. After my accounting of the session, she scrolled through the pages upon pages of images... I asked if I may edge. she replied permitting the edges.. I then asked if I could come more near to see the images of debauchery she was scrolling through... as she scrolled through locked cocks, cocks in various states of tease and deny... Woman being serviced by bulls as their locked sluts watched, locked sissy sluts.. lastly she stopped upon a locked slut being fucked by a Mistress' strap-on.. she let me know that would soon be her, and; soon be me. My cock already throbbing bulged further as I asked if I could cum; her reply was without hesitation - "if you cum, where does that cum go?" her voice was cold and without waiver... I answered, I eat it, Goddess - she gave me permission to cum, I vigorously pumped away as I watched a little slut getting fucked while his Mistress had firm grasp of a humbler around his balls...

reflections... mea culpa!
It had been 8 days since a quasi ruined.. I should have realized that I wasn't going to nicely and gently cum into my hand!.. I spurt cum on Goddess' leg, bedding... and then mostly into my hand... not a good show - I hid any hesitation and quickly slurped up any cum in my hand and was off to right the wrong/errant cum from elsewhere.

cum eating... truth . reality...  cum eating kind of grosses out Goddess.. - she completely hid that.. she was unwavering and without any perceivable hesitation..  this is a complicated and convoluted subject..  1) making a slut eat their cum, really reinforces they're a SLUT! 2) making a man slurp his own cum reinforces they're a submissive SLUT. 3) how many men want/expect their partner to do it? ..  the moment Goddess without hesitation asked that question my cock / my headspace went a notch further... Thank you Goddess...

omission in session description.. I neglected to include the body worship in humbler that Mistress Ayn incorporated during our session.

I'm a lucky slut... indeed.

a foreign hand, voice...

Preface: I approached my Goddess with a question -  [ would she mind If I sessioned with a pro-domme on a business trip? ] - after some quick thought and conversation her answer was , sure - go for it.  (this is not the first time she's sent me to see a Domme.. but I think this is the first time she sent me without reservations or concerns that sometimes a relationship/marriage can have. - we're both older now and I think more secure in our love and loyalties - the trust or understanding is deeper and so is the knowledge of BDSM )

what adds a specific layer of fun or suspense to this is the additional dimension of mental play.. such as the pro domme replying with "I look forward to plotting and planning with your wife."

or after the session an email - "Hello Goddess.  I am sorry to report that I had an accident with your boy.  We were right near the end and I misjudged the stimulation and he had an unauthorized orgasm.  (Now I know what a slut he is for electro!) I do apologize for that.  It was not our plan nor my intention  I did make him recycle it and punished his balls afterward as a consolation to you. "

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So Prior to the session and the morning of the trip I was to put on my DickCage, a silicone cage that allows for TSA Travel..  - I was to bring an additional plastic lock "Just in case" the Pro Domme and my Goddess had decided to allow me out to play.. realistically slut training, CBT, etc.. could after all be done without chastity removal....

----  Mistress Ayn was a seasoned professional, warm and welcoming but yet in control and centered you...

My session included some bondage, cbt, slut training, strap-on worship, sensory deprivation and electrics...  the T.E.N.S unit is what resulted in the accidental release and if it comes out it must go back in rule....  the accident happened at the last minute mark of the session, this was my fault.!!

I'm anxious to see what fall out there will be from the accident and I'm thankful to Mistress Ayn and Goddess Philotes for the effort that was spent.

http://mistressayn.com/

Safe and Sane!!

So,, I went skiing.. my last post was about a great silicone cage.. now - I wrote that having worn this particular device many times.. and having run miles it it too..

well!!!! I don't recommend for skiing, lol ---- it chaffed.. I have a pretty good sore on the underneath of my penis now.. and that leads to the Safe and Sane portion.... if that happens.. stop all play with devices and treat any irritations!!.. after all if you're left with no cock to lock.. where is the fun in that!!!

on the sidelines for now...

Cheers!
a chaste slut.

Time to Ski!- and Travel...

*UPDATE - see next post after skiing! Safe and Sane!*

So our kids are in Ski club!.. that's great.. but.. at the same time..  what's the rule with "safe, sane, and consensual"?, if you think skiing with a metal or plastic chastity device on is a good idea I would encourage some more research!!!.. so, how do you do this and still keep the play alive if you and/or your key-holder prefer equipment to secure the package?

This chastity cage is great for sports AND travel.. use a plastic lock and you're completely TSA friendly..

It being made from silicone allows an impact without risk of permanent damage.. it's conceivable that your testicles could get a bit twisted hence the plastic lock.. you find a restroom and remove it before testicular torsion.. but the point is.. you CAN eat your cake and have it, too!

The only real sporting exception I could see here is biking.

now.. for Daily wear... without sports or travel..  and for the cost.. I can't say enough good things about this cage...  at $23.00 it's a ridiculous value, and the built in lock usually reserved multi-hundred devices.. no clank... clank.. clank that irritates Goddess is a BONUS :P


that's all for now.

Cheers
a chaste slut.

a Back Rub,, and an accidental ruined...

You may go close the doors...  a few words that are starting to a have a Pavlovian response for me. Having two children in the house requires locked bedroom doors, even a barrel lock to prevent craftiness with an emergency key- these kids are relentless!. A knock at the door is all to common though this night we escaped undisturbed!

This night I rubbed my Goddess' back while she shopped for some new toys, in our new agreement she is to spend $100 a month in support of a new fun. She allowed me to peek and discuss some of the items she browsed through. As she shopped she asked a serious question, Why/what do you most like about this dynamic..

Why? what you most like... this is an extremely difficult question! I answered the humility, the D/s aspect, to vague.. and she rightfully challenged me.. still though... as she browsed through strap ons... she pressed.. it's all of it.. it's cumulative for me. the power exchange , the release of control. the craving..   I told her if you just search images for "Femdom Husband Chastity"  and that's true.. but still not specific..

here is a wonderful post
https://denyingthumper.com/2015/07/15/why-in-the-hell/  Why in the Hell..

So after the massage Goddess instructed me to lay back on the bed.. she blindfolded me and rode my cock to an orgasm.. after this she pumped me to edge really quick, then another edge with a hard fast pump.. she released her grip and despite my efforts to resist I went over the edge.. I quickly wondered if I would be punished.. I hadn't asked.. I wasn't given permission.. I was sorry...

we briefly spoke of the trouble I had.. no punishment..   that's all for now!



Cheers.
a chaste slut.

when was the last time you were hugged?

What if you were always being hugged?  I love the feeling of my cock in the tube, anytime there is the slightest touch it reminds me of my predicament and my energy is focused on my Goddess.

Last night Goddess surprised me with a quick card game... pretty simple - 10-King = ruined, Ace=stifled, one Joker is GAME OVER/ all cards back in the deck and the other Joker is a full orgasm though Goddess gets to decide how... any other card is the number of days until I may draw again.

Goddess had me shuffle the cards.. I took my time and was thorough...  now usually I would just pull a card off the top of the deck.. but this occasion I thought it would be fun to see her expression before I saw my card.... so I pulled up half the deck or so and revealed that bottom card.. it was a five!! I could tell by her smirk it wasn't a face card!!!

So I confessed to her my regret in approach and asked if I could peek at the card I usually would have draw.. it was an ACE!!! ARGH, lol... well..  until next time. So instead I rubbed her feet with some lotion before we retired for the evening...

a chaste slut.

WOW,

WOW - it's a word that is often overused, underused, or plainly often used. It is used here for sure... WOW.  Our 90 day agreement started.

Men, how many know the feeling of their wife's pussy wrapped around their cock, that familiar warmth as your shaft plunges balls deep...  I thought I knew.. until last night. maybe it was the mind fuck that went along with it. See, I wasn't allowed to move., I wasn't allowed to open my eyes, I could only remain their motionless unless otherwise instructed.

My wife started me off wearing my chastity belt.. only released it a bit into the tease... she then rode my cock until she got off.. but then. but then she slowly fucked me, really focusing on using her pussy to envelop my cock, to stroke it, to squeeze it... my God!  what a rush.. I'm so close to an edge AND THEN STOP.

This was our first tease... she was concerned about how she would execute.. how she would get into character, etc.etc... I had asked to write into the contract to complete some milovana teases...

this is the series - https://milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=10251

Cheers
a chaste slut.

PS. THANK YOU GODDESS!

Happy Birthday - surreal...

Happy Birthday! - be careful what you wish for...

So.. tonight I'll close my eyes and blow out my birthday candles...  and I'll be thinking about "be careful what you wish for"...   it's surreal to me that I want my Goddess to lock my cock and push me past my limits?, but; I do.

I want to feel the "be careful what you wish for"... I want to be used.. I want to be tormented and frustrated.. I want to understand the head-space of a little slut that has two choices during a teasing session... continue or beg to stop... and actually beg to stop because they're so frustrated horny they cannot take it anymore...

My Goddess has completed reading her books and drafted a 90 day agreement to be signed.. I'm excited that I believe she is excited to try this!

Sunday our kids and life/universe stepped all over any fantasy/play we might have had planned.. but Sunday morning luckily we had squeezed in a little play session...  it had been a week since I had cum.. and yesterday I had a ruined orgasm - it was brilliantly ruined too - heavy stimulation to an edge and a grazing touch to send a pulsing cock over the edge.. I felt nothing but a warm liquid land onto my stomach.....


That's all for now...  I'm going to read this post later.. I love learning more of other's thoughts and the subject matter https://dominajen.com/2015/07/26/getting-your-husband-to-wear-chastity/ some good blogs linked there...

and a great resource here.. http://keyheld.blogspot.com/

a chaste slut

Story Time....

So as mentioned in earlier posts, Goddess is reading How to Setup an FLR ... tonight after a get together she attends with some women from subdivision she instructed me to close the doors to our bedroom and slide the lock....

I stood there my cock already twitching.. she instructed I undress.. now my cock was really twitching.. she had me crawl to the bed... and motioned I could climb in and lay next to her... she's nearing the end of the book.

She let me know I was to stroke her cock while she read some of the book.. she read the chapters aloud while I worked towards an edge.. she started with chapter " CBT for fun and punishment"  that was good to get me to my first edge.. then, "Milking and other Anal fun"  which was good for another edge.. and then my third edge came with "Fantasies"...

Georgia Ivey Green is the author and both Goddess and myself do really enjoy these books.. her writing is funny and creative - breathing a fresh air and taking some of the seriousness out of the play. that can really help overcome worries or a novice being too hard on themselves and sabotaging themselves...

I think Goddess is nearing an arrangement draft soon.. looking forward to it!.

cheers for now.

Sick and Tired!

So both of us have been Sick and Tired, literally :(... and.. coming into a weekend getaway with tickets to a show and a hotel room! :(

what's interesting is coming into 14 days without cumming both of us were still very aroused.. though.. Friday night.. still too sick for anything.. Saturday morning -- though still too sick that didn't stop us....

Goddess let me cum as well! -- after two weeks my want to cum was surely present though I must say.. I missed the constant state of arousal and I think she noticed a demeanor change as well.

with both of us being so sick and the daily demands .. Goddess still has not finished the last book so no future agreement just yet.

New Toy for Goddess and another mistake of mine...

So we have the original Hitachi Magic Wand.. and she loooves it.. her favorite toy.. we've had it for years...  that being said.. it's corded.. and , the cord can be an annoyance sometimes..

near the end of December I decided to buy her a surprise and give it a try.. it would appear that this is fantastic too.. and.. cordless!!  we cannot believe the power and how light this is...

https://www.amazon.com/Original-Magic-Wand-Essentials-Massager/dp/B01DCHMIF2/ref=sr_1_5_s_it?s=hpc&ie=UTF8&qid=1515502802&sr=1-5&keywords=hitachi+magic+wand+massagers

so yesterday! .. kids in bed.. time for a little teasing session..  Mistress had me get a few things.. blindfold.. bondage mittens, rope to tie cock and balls, etc..

she used her wand to get off and she came pretty quickly.. then her attention was upon me and teasing me... wow.. I was loving it.. she was describing a scene where she's brought a woman back to cuckold me with.. and at some point I'm on all fours having my ass strap-on fucked by this woman as my Goddess toys with me...    she asks if I would like that... ( so at this point she is teasing my cock and I have an equal amount of mental stimulation...) my mind is headed towards subspace.. and for all of my adult life I associate sub-space with "Mistress"... 

she asks me.. does that sound good to you... to which I reply "Yes Mistress", now; if you've read my other posts.. you know she does not care for the title Mistress.. I've been forbidden to use it.

she quickly stopped all activity.. she ended the session.. she explained why and that this would not be tolerated..   I know this was not easy for her as she works into her dominant role. I was impressed and thankful though.. I really really really did want the teasing session to continue :P....

it was great... 

Thank you Goddess!

P.S.  I'm not allowed to buy anymore toys without her consent.. looking forward to negotiating she or I buy toys out of a monthly stipend in our upcoming agreement.

Goddess Asked; how many days had it been?

So before we started our day yesterday my Goddess instructed I go get a length of rope.. , I obliged quickly and with vigor. My eyes closed as I stand in ecstasy as my balls were bound, each testicle being firmly separated for the other as the scrotum cinched tight. At that moment my shaft and the head of my penis were bulging as it sprung to its atomos erect state.

I was asked a question to which I responded "Yes Mistress", this is not to her liking.. in fact, she hates the title "Mistress".. this is new breaking news... as Goddess opens up in sincere communication I'm learning more of what in the past she did in attempts to "play along" instead of genuinely trying to understand more...

At that point I was excited and worried.. I had hoped for an edge and it was clear that I had annoyed her by the slip, and she sternly let me know it as well.  I apologized and she teased my cock some more as folded laundry.

after I finished the laundry she called me over and this time took me to an edge. again I slipped and called her mistress.. this ended the play and I was told to lay on the floor and think... I had wondered laying there if I had not slipped again how much longer we would have played.

I'm also hopeful and wondering if my new found Goddess is genuinely enjoying this or again working for my pleasure...

we're nearing past the half mark of the second book.. I look forward to an agreement soon and the next steps in this journey.. more to follow later...

PS - in the future someone should remind me to talk about the mind fuck - "Mistress" - imagine yourself in black leather chat the night prior!!

PSS - haha!!! I forgot the title.. so at some point during the Teasing Goddess asked how many days it had been since I last cum.. I replied.. I don't remember - though I could do the math.. she corrected me and informed me.. that was the wrong answer... anytime I cannot articulate the day count.. the day count resets to 1..  as of yesterday it's now been 1 day since I cum though in actuality 7 days since I really did.. oh my... 

Happy New Years!!!

So it was NYE.. and we have two younger children.. around 8pm we decided to excuse ourselves to have a little fun..

Lock the bedroom door.. turn on some music... get some toys... wife is on top starting to enjoy herself.. ( knock, knock, knock...) OMG...  (inner voice.. why is this happening!!!!!..... )

I swear .. kids have this sixth sense!

okay, so My wife puts on a robe.. gets thrown out of the mood and dispatches the children...
she comes back.....

Ties my cock off hard!  I'm laid out on the bed with my hands tied above my head.. ( I love tight bondage that leaves me helpless.. no time for that tonight.. but the bondage mittens were a nice touch )...  she has a new cordless magic wand (the things is amazing!)....   now my cock is so tightly bound that the head of my cock is bulging... she lowers her hot wetness and takes my freed cock into her... wow.. is that awesome... what is more awesome is as she enjoys she orally explains to me that I won't be cumming tonight...  that was hot!

she finished her first book yesterday and we had a frank and open conversation about kink and realities.. it's so important to realize that you don't live in a fantasy and fantasies need to work within reality!  and... it should be fun!.. if it's not.. it doesn't work....

question.. have you ever given a massage sitting behind a woman as she read femdom chastity wife quotes while your cock was tied up?  it's an enjoyable experience :P.

cheers!