the best play is mental....

Since returning home and after an apology from both this slut and a pro-domme over an unauthorized release.. Goddess and I have played three times...

Our first session, second session, and third were all relatively quick and or impromptu - but; some of the best play in a long time, and; the play is always good!

Our first session saw Goddess using my slut cock for her pleasure and bringing it to edge many times after ending in denial.. Our second session saw goddess leaving my cock locked and tying my balls to a leash to tug on as I serviced her with my tongue and a dildo harness gag... it was explained this would continue for some time after that unauthorized release.

Our third session was a card game we play. from "Georgia Ivey Green - How to setup an FLR".

the card game ---  numbered cards (2-10), any of those - indicate the number of days until the slut can draw again (the card is not put back into the deck). If a face card (Jack, Queen, or King) he is allowed a ruined orgasm, and can play the next day. If an Ace is pulled - a stifled orgasm is allowed. If a colored Joker is pulled a full orgasm is allowed by Goddess' hand!, if a B&W is pulled a full orgasm is still allowed but by the slut's own hand and stroking at the direction of Goddess.

The third session.. I pulled a joker!!! though Goddess went through the deck and established by compare that I had pulled the b&w joker. I was allowed to have a full orgasm by my hand per her instruction!!! I felt an odd sense of Stockholm to my cage., a sense of anticipation for tease, a yearning for the unknown in cruelty, and all with an exuberance in want.

Goddess toyed with me a bit as to when to disrobe or not, inducing a few false starts, :P. Finally there I stood stroking away as she browsed a new twitter page discovered.  She first had me describe in detail the session I had with Mistress Ayn. After my accounting of the session, she scrolled through the pages upon pages of images... I asked if I may edge. she replied permitting the edges.. I then asked if I could come more near to see the images of debauchery she was scrolling through... as she scrolled through locked cocks, cocks in various states of tease and deny... Woman being serviced by bulls as their locked sluts watched, locked sissy sluts.. lastly she stopped upon a locked slut being fucked by a Mistress' strap-on.. she let me know that would soon be her, and; soon be me. My cock already throbbing bulged further as I asked if I could cum; her reply was without hesitation - "if you cum, where does that cum go?" her voice was cold and without waiver... I answered, I eat it, Goddess - she gave me permission to cum, I vigorously pumped away as I watched a little slut getting fucked while his Mistress had firm grasp of a humbler around his balls...

reflections... mea culpa!
It had been 8 days since a quasi ruined.. I should have realized that I wasn't going to nicely and gently cum into my hand!.. I spurt cum on Goddess' leg, bedding... and then mostly into my hand... not a good show - I hid any hesitation and quickly slurped up any cum in my hand and was off to right the wrong/errant cum from elsewhere.

cum eating... truth . reality...  cum eating kind of grosses out Goddess.. - she completely hid that.. she was unwavering and without any perceivable hesitation..  this is a complicated and convoluted subject..  1) making a slut eat their cum, really reinforces they're a SLUT! 2) making a man slurp his own cum reinforces they're a submissive SLUT. 3) how many men want/expect their partner to do it? ..  the moment Goddess without hesitation asked that question my cock / my headspace went a notch further... Thank you Goddess...

omission in session description.. I neglected to include the body worship in humbler that Mistress Ayn incorporated during our session.

I'm a lucky slut... indeed.