wait how many days had it been?

So to most men, and especially those locked in chastity; this will sound weird. I honestly don't know how many days it had been but I know it hadn't been long... now, saying it hadn't been long is subjective for sure! In my sense I don't believe it had been over a week, and I realize; some men are now muttering an expletive aloud.

Cumming... don't you like it, want it, need it? sure! but the high on the edge, the energy of wanting it, chasing it; sometimes that is better than having it. Last night my Mistress tied my balls off (my personal favorite... seriously - if there was one activity.. having my balls tied away from my body nice and tight.. balls separated and taught.. my God! getting aroused just thinking about it).. sorry, I digress.. last night my mistress had my balls tied and had me count how many clothes pins she placed on the taught skin of my scrotum... she had placed 10.

She edged my cock to the nth corresponding to pins and really had me close each time. I found my self close to sub space with each slam of dopamine as the sharp pain of a pin release raced through my nervous system. I found my mental state lusting to be subjugated deeper and deeper. With every edge I wondered if I had any precum (I normally don't drip or even produce any visible, but with enough edges I do) as I wondered I also found a yearning to be humiliated and have that precum fed to me.

As we hit the eighth pin or so she took me over the edge without any hints and allowed a full orgasm to be enjoyed. I was not prepared for this and did enjoy immensely, as she drained my cock with full and firm pumps she used her free hand to remove the remaining pins.. post orgasm let me assure you the crisp pain was focused!

Afterwards- I think we were both a bit conflicted... My Wife, My Partner, My Friend, My Top - she is dealing with guilt and has a hard time with denial! I enjoy cumming because who the fuck doesn't!, lol - but it's hard to articulate the thrill of denial, the thirst and the need.

Mistress Philotes is reading two books again -

https://www.amazon.com/Male-Chastity-Keyholders-Lucy-Fairbourne-ebook/dp/B004PLMCCO/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1514671713&sr=8-2&keywords=male+chastity+books

https://www.amazon.com/How-Set-Up-FLR-Relationships/dp/1490311033/ref=asap_bc?ie=UTF8

I've already read these and highlighted and made notes in the margins.. we'll see what comes of this journey..   I'm going to blog here for anyone that would like to read.. but as well for Mistress Philotes.

P.S.

my cock is not yet/ has not yet been locked this go around until she finishes the books and we agree upon a contract... until then.. I'm self chaste with self control ---- (not easy...)

cheers for now!

Philotes_Toy

who loves being horny? being focused on their spouse.. chastity....

happy wife, happy life?

Marriage is about truth.. about real conversations.. if you hide things from your spouse.. you're cheating yourself!!!!

both of us are switch.. but both have a tendency to be more submissive....

going to turn keys over to outside domme...  both philotes_toy and moros_toy (aka.. Mistress Philotes)  are going to submit!

I'm baaaaack. with a purpose.. to educate... to empower.

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